Whiskey Lullaby.

The burning sensation flowing down my throat is comforting in some sick and twisted way. I've realized it doesn't help but it keeps me company when you're not around. Eventually I notice you are there, always have been which makes me take another swig and continue staring at my bed where you should be. But you're not. I'm only living on the hope you have me for the day we come together as one. That hope helps me put down the razor and bottle. It'll be fine one day, if not I'll say hello to my silver, shiny friend. He'll be mad that I haven't picked him up in a while but he will be satisfied when the blood is shed. Until then I'll get high on the hope and keep inhaling until you leave my life for good.



"How much she blamed herself, for the years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath. She finally drank her pain away a little at a time, but she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind." Whiskey Lullaby - Brad Paisley & Allison Krause

A little love.

Go go first blog. Hehe. I have to start somewhere, right? Yes ... thought so too. I've been debating on starting to blog and such and I obviously decided on what I was going to do. I chose to because I have lots of interesting things to say ... no, not really. Just kidding. I don't have much of a life, or many friends. My computer keeps me warm at night. Well, only when its turned on. Ahaha. No, I'm being serious. Who needs heat when you keep your computer on 24/7 << You must have a computer since you're reading this so you must know what I'm talking about. If not, follow the rules. -,-

Come on, please don't tell me you don't know the rules?! Fine, I guess I can tell you. Okay well here it goes.

Rule #1: Speak when spoken to.
Rule #2: Shut the fuck up.
Rule #3: Go to sleep.
Rule #4: (made especially for me) Sleep on the bed. -,-

Follow those rules and we'll get along just fine. ^^

Anyways, that's all for my first blog. Enjoy. <3


"They belong together, that's what he has in mind. She kills him with a kiss, forever joined in death." - Oxidising Angel - Blutengel